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ia cuma mungkin adalah 1 kenangan yang akan tersimpan dalam kisah klasik utk tatapan masa depan.. aku suda puas untuk merasakan semua kekecewaan.. kadang-kadang aku hanya ingin merasakan yang tenang-tenang. namun untuk merasakan semua itu, ada harga yang perlu dibayar, yang pastinya aku xmampu membeli semua itu. Kerana ia cumala angan-angan yang xbisa untuk aku capai, dan hanya dengan sedikit keberanian aku tabahkan hati untuk hadapi semua ini dengan hati yang cekal. Pada awalnya, pasti akan ada rasa kecewa dan hampa serta ingin terus membuat keputusan untuk berhenti berharap. Namun, syukur pada Tuhan yang maha esa.. semua rasa itu hanyalah seketika cuma.. Aku akan bangkit dr semua itu, dan menganggap itu semua hanyalah mimpi-mimpi buruk yang cuma menjadi tetamu dalam tidurku. Bangkit dr angan yang melekakan... dengan keazaman yang ntah dr mana datangnya....

lasT but noT leasT. . . duN saY its Over . . . its jusT begaN...

...sToLen...

I Am Stolen

We watch the season
Pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend
Of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

Invitation only
Grand Farewells
Crush the best one
Of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed
Too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

And from the ball room floor
We are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all
Will sleep well
Sleep Well

Sleep Well
Sleep Well
Sleep Well

you have stolen my
you have stolen my
you have stolen my heart

Watch you spin around
In your highest heels
You are the best one
Of the best ones
We
All
Look
Like
We
Feel


you have stolen my
you have stolen my
you have stolen my heart

d Old sonG .. now tgh layan........ but absolutely not about fLashback k?

Tiga puluh menit kita di sini tanpa suara
Dan aku resah harus menunggu lama kata darimu

Mungkin butuh kursus merangkai kata untuk bicara
Dan aku benci harus jujur padamu tentang semua ini
Jam dinding pun tertawa karena 'ku hanya diam dan membisu
Ingin kumaki diriku sendiri yang tak berkutik di depanmu

Ada yang lain di senyummu yang membuat lidahku gugup tak bergerak
Ada pelangi di bola matamu
Dan memaksa diri 'tuk bilang... Aku sayang padamu
Aku sayang padamu

Mungkin Sabtu nanti kuungkap semua isi di hati
Dan aku benci harus jujur padamu tentang semua ini
Jam dinding pun tertawa karena 'ku hanya diam dan membisu
Ingin kumaki diriku sendiri yang tak berkutik di depanmu

Ada yang lain di senyummu yang membuat lidahku gugup tak bergerak
Ada pelangi di bola matamu
Seakan memaksa dan terus memaksa
Ada pelangi

Ada yang lain di senyummu yang membuat lidahku gugup tak bergerak
Ada pelangi di bola matamu
Dan memaksa diri 'tuk bilang... Aku sayang padamu
Aku sayang padamu

aFter siNce mY LasT posT....

its been a long time since my last post..been so busy(not so busy actually), a lot of idea but its just me who was lazy to write something. A very good news for me is my thesis drawing on the way to finish line, sidaratul dursina appear again, without any sign. well that's her.. i know her very well, she will come and go, but once she appear in my life.. she will make me comfort, easy, and so on. she will make me miss her voice, her laugh and everything about her, we still fren.. a close fren maybe... the next post show that my activities during my M.I.A. actually i didnt take a bath right now after playing football coz i have a mood to post something.

sOund oF siLencE

Hello darkness, my old friend,
Ive come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence.

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of
A neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence.

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one deared
Disturb the sound of silence.

Fools said i,you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows.
Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you.
But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed
In the wells of silence

And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon God they made.
And the sign flashed out its warning,
In the words that it was forming.
And the signs said, the words of the prophets
Are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls.
And whisperd in the sounds of silence.

d day when we aLL 'terbabas' tiLL 4 pm......

punYa la jauh mau p maKan 'tgh hari' padahal jam 4 lbh suda.. pstu jmp org accident lg.. aku pun xingat suda .. tp rasanya dkt petronas.....

ni la tempat kami makan... sedap gak la... kuah kicap n lada dia sedap..

xcukup makan 'tgh hari', kami singgah lagi p air hitam ... utk beli benda ni... kira fames juga puTu bambu ni..ramai org bhenti utk beli...actually tmpt ni dekat ngan traffic ligth, so secara xlgsg... lalu lintas terganggu gak la... dan kami termasuk pesalah laku hari tu...

ke kiri.. tmpt jual patung n mcm2 benda... so kalo nak tau.. dtg air hitam... n usha sendiri...

Ngayong NandiTo ka... (Now Dat Ure Here)

Akala ko, 'di mo kayang magmahal
Sa tulad kong 'di mo dating iniibig
Inalis ko na sa puso at isipan ko ang pag-ibig mo
'Di ko akalain mahal mo rin ako

Ngayong nandito ka, puso ko'y sumigla
Makulay ang buhay ko dahil sa pag-ibig mo
Lahat ay nagbago na ngayong nandito ka, sinta

Noon wala akong inaasam
Sapat na ang aking kaligayahan
Binuhay mo sa puso kong nalulumbay at nag-alay
Ng isang pag-ibig na walang hanggan

Salamat sa 'yong pagmamahal
Sa pag-ibig mo, o, giliw ko, hoh


NOW THAT YOU'RE HERE

I thought you could never loved
Someone like me whom you don't used to (love)
I got rid of your love, from my mind, from my heart
Can't believe you love me too

Now that you're here, my heart's overjoyed
My life's so colorful, coz of your love
Everything's changed, now that you here, dear

I was not hoping for anything
My happiness was good enough
You gave life to my lonely heart, now offering
An Endless love

Thank you for your love
For your love, my dear

nov3L? wa T?ahaks.. dun terKejuT bha.... adidi....

haha... jan terkejutZ bha... ini antara novel ahadiat akashah aku pernah baca.. dulu kiran.. dulu pernah aku baca noveL..

1st novel- Lagenda budak seTan.. kat atas tu.. baca time aku for 5, mula2 tgk kwn aku p baca.. aku ingatkan buku bio ka .. apa ka.. yala tebal sgt n terlampau khusyuk dia baca.. then aku pun nak gak tau apa yg syok sgt kan... at last... dari novel tu la.. aku terpengaruh nak smbg study kat UK... aku rs yg paling sot si kasyah(watak dlm novel ni) ialah time kat trafalgar square...aku pun lupa apa dia buat.. hahaha

tahun 2005 aku mohon nak smbung study sana utk degree in building services engineering kat university of central lancashire (UCLAN).. kat prestOn... dah dapt offer letter plak tu...

unconditional offer for:
title : BSc(hons) building services engineering
year of entry: year two
Length of study : 2 years (full time)
entry date : 19th september 2005

tuition fee:
Academic Year 2005-2006 = GBP 7000/myr 4+,+++ after partial scholarship GBP 1ooo
in addition candidates provides GBP 4000 per year for living expenses inclusive accommodation


wah... time dpt surat tu... bukan main suka lg aku.. ya la.. tbyg2 suda yg aku plan ngan kwn2 aku yg nak p ctu gak.. (beberapa bulan sblm tu , dah rcg nak p paris la, itali la, mcm2 la..) finally tak p gak coz aku xsmpt nak mohon JPA n by that time ak dpt scholarship n dpt smbg kat cni gak... kwang..kwang..kwang.. sedih gak.. kwn aku yg lain dah p...

Pengajaran: if dapat peluang mcm tu pg jak.. n pastikan dah mohon JPA awal2.... apapun pasti ada hikmah kan??? trima jak la..

my faVaret celeBrities...

• Takuya Kimura (木村 拓哉)
• Born: November 13, 1972 (age 37)
• Place of Birth: Tokyo, Japan
• Other name(s): Kimutaku
• Years active: 1988 - present
• Spouse(s): Shizuka Kudo

one of my favaret jaPan actor, oredy watch his drama since i was kid.. i think.. 1st muvie.. the beach.. then i dont remember the second drama.. but oredy buy some his drama for my collection.. the most favaret i think.. >>prIde<<>>GoodLucK<>LoveGeNeration<>

Sakaki Makio is a member of a Japanese Yakuza gang named Kantou Sharp Fang. Skaki Kiichi is his father and the boss of the gang. Makio is not very smart academically, unable to even write his name properly but when it comes to a physical confrontation he is the strongest there is. His father is concerned that physical prowness alone will not make Makio a worthy successor of his gang and worries that he will be easily be outsmarted by rivals and so orders the 27 year old Makio to attend high school to earn a diploma. With the help of his underlings he must now pose as a 17 year old high school student and thats where it all gets crazy.

this movie will make me remember when they're doing some excercise while shout their school name "agnes".. its quit funny i think when sakaki dont know how to do it perfectly.. and yes i cant forgot about agnes pudding...

Name: Takashi Sorimachi
Birth name: Takashi Noguchi
DOB: December 19, 1973
Place of birth: Saitama, Japan
Height: 183cm
Blood type: AB
Profession: Actor and singer

ok..let i tell some of my secret... after i watched his drama "great teacher Onizuka" .. actually i and my fren (yusuf) want to be a teacher.. haha.. funny right? but his dream come true.. and he was the rugged and slumber teacher i ever know.. but me..still studying but my interest to become a teacher still have...as long as i love to teach that subject... hahah... dun tell anybody k...

be a teacher , go to school wif a big bike.. theme>> rugged ,slumber ,a good teacher , respect by student even not the smartest teacher... haha... just one of my dream...

dari PariT raJa ke jaY beE rioT (conT 4)

time ni kat food court juSco teBrau, mcm smart ducting aircond dia... mcmana la psM aku ni.. xbuat2 lg... huhuhu

ni 1st bangunan kat jb yg aku cam.. sebab ada keta kat atas bgnn tu... adeh, susa juga br 1st time gamble p jb... tpaksa cam bgnn jak.. well, bayangkan la.. mo p woodland tp xtau jalan .. main redah jak.. yg ptg nmpak signboard... tp itu dulu.... dulu.. kiran... hahaha

time ni .. kami dah on the way mo pulang.. bye jb... nnti p lg... haha... (slalu pun p sana.. mo juga bye bye kunun)

dah sampai kat air hitam... pt raja kesayangan htla kunun... penat gila suda ni.. tp monik xtau.. aku malas nak suruh dia drive.. aku xyakin kalo org yg bawa keta.. padahal aku ngantuk2 suda, siap tertidur di traffic light lg tuh...

dah smpi...... n berakhir lah trip ke jay Bee rioT...

dari PariT raJa ke jaY beE rioT (conT 3)

keLuar uTm ikut pintu Depan coz xda pengawaL jaga..

tjumPa budak sanDakan study utM.. huhuh.. SS jumpa SAA

1 of our favaret chocolate shop... but unfortunately.. our favaret chocolate was sold out oredy.. uwaaaaaaaaaa.....

apapuN ... kami tetap membeli yang Laen... huhuhu... 100g -RM 23.++

our miLk chocolate truffle was sold out.. huhuhu...

dari PariT raJa ke jaY beE rioT (conT 2)

a way back hoMe... seNai... to the left..

skudai, uTm to the left and woodlands, jb to the right...

940 we reach here oredy..

adeh mcD lg... td jam 4 pg suda.. makan lg... gumuk la aku ni.... huhuh..

rancangan berhasIL, mencuri masuk ke uTm.. haha tanpa kebenaran...
pusing2 jap... pastu ciao..

dari PariT raJa ke jaY beE rioT

jam 4 pg... p mCd ..mcm besala... kunuN p breakfast... kami suma sgp tg jam 4.. lgsg xtdur... smata2 mo p breakfast guna kupon... astaga(mcm budak2).........

ambik gambar dulu sbLm jalan... jam 830 aku n moNik, 1 of my besFren p jB utk buat Keja2 psm.. PeriCAD...

tu DIa sanYum2

jB 83 km dr air hitam... huh.. pt raja ke air hitam dalam 15km rasanya...

yeaH .. aku muLakan hari aku dengan pagi yang ceRah......

Trip To kLuang < jusT mo makaN BreakFasT>

berTolak daRi pt Raja dalam jam 7 lbh.. itupun dah pas cucuk duit...

dah lalu tol air hitam..

org Len bgn awal p keja, kami p breakfast ... astaga..

budak nogorI

dapat gak tgkap... at last.. pic yg xda org lalu lalang...

crazy huh?

but that was real .. hahaha
seawal jam 6lbh pg... aku, jamil malik n koboi... p kluang railway.. juz utk amik breakfast... kat kluang station....

nnti aku p selit gambar2 yg smpt aku amik dr atas motor...

rasanya suda lama xbgn jalan pg2.... teringat plak mcm2 kenangan bila kuar time2 mcm ni...

sicK, tireD and bLanK

aku sakit ...
maybe sebab seharian driving juz utk cari site utk lawatan projek berkenaan dgn safety..
dari seawal jam 640 aku bgn, juz tdur dalam 3-4 jam... then drive ke jb (anggaran dalam 80-100km)..
and then plg ke kampus dlm jam 340pm then terus masuk kelas maintenance.. pergh.. memang pnt gila..
tp apa bole buat.. sem akhir kunu'...

pagi td rasa ok lagi,
then sbb byk sgt bersin, aku jd xselesa.. rimas.. n xdpt tumpukn perhatian dlm kelas..
last2 aku terkorban jugak akhirnya time kelas jam 2...

skrg dah pukul 3 lbh.. aku kena balik kampus lg coz jam 4 kena jmp lect aircond... huh.. penatnyaaaaaa

my acTivitieS

1st MatcH.. jusT learNt it for 2 weeKs before the Game

ceSS bila maSa diorg p amik pic aku nih...........

my Frens.............

i like this.......... buT soLd out Oredy

i call it the day...

juSt a Picture buT Lot of mEmoRies

siNgapore n Jb from abOve... caPtured by G900

meRsing MemorieS

mt. KinaBaLu

MeLaka

Yuna- Dan Sebenarnya....

oh bulan
jangan layan diriku lagi
pabila,
air mata membasahi pipi
dan lagu2 di radio seolah2 memerli aku
pabila,
kau bersama yg lain

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku

ku enggan
berpura pura ku bahagia
ku enggan
melihat kau bersama si dia
oh ku akui cemburu
telah menular dalam diri
pabila
kau bersama yang lain

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku

pabila kau merenung matanya
ku rebah,
jatuh ke bumi
di saat kau benar-benar mahu pergi
seperti ku bernafas dalam air
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu kau juga merindui aku
oh

WeLcoMe 2009.......... saYoNara 2008

kemuncak 2009 aku xsmbt apapun, juz hang out ma kwn2 then p men bowling....2009 suda pun berlalu selama 23 jam 47 minit..... banyak gak la benda yang terjadi. 1st thing, bgn seawal jam 4 pagi oleh si isT, then smbg tidur pas subuh.. itupun pasal adalaa... hahaha.. then bgn 10 minit lg jam 8 trus p kuliah.. nasib xda lect.. huahuahua... gud news 4 all.. pastu p jmp Penyelia thesis, blablablabla, itu ini bkaitan thesis n bkaitan masalahproblem yg blum selesai n date kena siap thesis >>> end of march.. ptg td aku just online, surf internet n found sumting yang bt aku blank2, byk ptanyaan dlm fikiran aku, then malam makan ngan member2